My words

These chains are tight and heavy, for all these tasks, man i`ll never be ready, but keeping my focus steady, hip hop`ll always be with me, no matter the quality of life good or shitty, baby feel no pitty im strong as a bull, you can eat until you burst but the emptiness inside you will never feel full, all the water in the world could never fill this thirst, because what is missing cant be filled up with nor food or words, doesn’t expect you to understand, my feelings my own, you could never comprehend.
Alone we come, alone we go, life can be so miserable, trust me I know, saw a seed let it grow, love doesn’t stick deeper then water go in oil, my tears boil, and float all over this sea, im alive but far from where I wanna be, feel like I deserve it and I probably do, but life aint fear you born in your shoes, walk with em, or take em off, your choice how to play, my life been a strive and im still suffering from it, but somehow I managed to raise above it, aint about where you are but where you are going, and some of the fun is in not knowing, im going to carry these chains until the very end, they heavy as fuck but a reminder of where im never going to again.
Could run away, run away, run away, but I feed on pain so i`d rather stay, love is bullshit and ive had enough, still there is nothing in me that would like to stop, I got this drive, always had, nothing can make me question my life or gods plan, I want this, life with all its aspects, hurt, pain, blood, sweat and tears not only the pretty surface, let me dive deep so I can understand fully, let me be hungry, let me be mad, it creates a power in me, that go far beyond any demand. It must be a purpose, and I can wait for it, the more hungry I get, the more I strive for it, kill all feel, kill all love, kill all reason, i`ll still move across the sky like the season, brighter than a star, darker then the bottom of the sea, who em I and where should I be, too high, to low, to filled with joy and to pumped with sorrow, I keep on living like there was no tomorrow.