Lyrics, Now you know - Dr.G

Intro: this goes way back in time, this is the story about my life, what happen? nobody knows.

verse 1:
Been through so much its out of this world, out of control, was just a little girl, feelings all alone, my dad been long gone, my mama been close but distanced its not so weird when she herselves was a victim, my baby brother and baby sister, never get to see em, on the other side of the globe, why is this world so cold?
Hitted once, hitted twice, all the times by people i loved strong from the inside, got no more love to give, im empty as fuck, this world stroke me so hard it made my heart stop!
They say smile you got a family! i shake my head in disbelievef, why aint god protecting me? they say pray, pray i do, it gets no better, im not lucky like you!

chorus:
Been though so much its out of this world, out of control, was just a little girl feeling all alone, up against the wall, nothing to do but to try my best im still here i survived the stress.
Been though so much its out of this world, out of control, was just a little girl feeling all alone,i should feel strong, but i feel reversed, my life is 80 % pain and 20 % hurt!

verse 2:
trynna help my best friend get her life on track only to get a bunch of shit back,it dont take to much to see through your skin, i scum through your skull like a rush from a pill, remember how you used to hate on me, pretending you cared, how you used to smile, you should know that the fakeness in your eyes cant hide, i dont need you so imma leave you! hahaha!
my mama got herself a new boyfriend, dof to the core, he abused her mind once, then did it some more, she cries more then she smiles, broken nose trynna feed three child!
did a bunch of stupid but im still here, and like 2pac said, keep yourself alive is the most important thing, is the most important thing!

chorus:
Been though so much its out of this world, out of control, was just a little girl feeling all alone, up against the wall, nothing to do but to try my best im still here i survived the stress.
Been though so much its out of this world, out of control, was just a little girl feeling all alone,i should feel strong, but i feel reversed, my life is 80 % pain and 20 % hurt!

verse 3:
So i might not be living good or well, but life goes up and down like a carousel, sometimes its heaven, sometimes its hell, now i got to play the game, i cant make the past fade away, but im happy for all the mistakes that i made, got to learn and gain to remain, cuz strongness comes through pain!

chorus:
Been though so much its out of this world, out of control, was just a little girl feeling all alone, up against the wall, nothing to do but to try my best im still here i survived the stress.
Been though so much its out of this world, out of control, was just a little girl feeling all alone,i should feel strong, but i feel reversed, my life is 80 % pain and 20 % hurt!

This is the story about my life, what happen? Now you know! Now you know!