fatique vs euphoria

Been dreaming for years, I know where I wanna be, when I see into my future I see it vividly, painting this beautiful picture called life, perfectly, painful past remember everything it did to me, but hey im grateful, you should know that, everything that is thrown on me, I throw back, You can say a lot about me, but you should know this, im strong as a bull, I feed on pain, man i`ve never been this full, got love for a real battle, Because I learn, burn and earn on it. My life like a monster movie, look pass the screen, everybody flee the scene, while I stand back, I love it, it’s almost like pain speaks to me.
Come on give me all you got, throw fuel at this heat, sorrow hurt and pain, that is what I eat, when the going gets though the though get going, of life’s strive I could never get enough, now you know it.
Come on give me all you got, no matter what you do to me, you can’t make me stop, I might fall down, but life is valley and peaks, and from the bottom I can only excel, struggle is a blessing to me.
You know I cried when you rejected me, because those words you said affected me, but im strong from the core and out, im going to handle this perfectly, and get even stronger out deffentley, never let anger and depression get the best of me, wasn’t benefitted by birth, I wasn’t even meant to be, sometimes I look on my life hopelessly, but something in me tells me to get up, and no matter how hard I try I can’t give up, see people with larger burdens than mine, knowing my life is there, I can’t call it off before time, cant disappoint the people that loves me, this goes to you mom, you’re everything and more then you should be, and thanks to you daddy for raising me as your own child, know that all of you are always on my mind, and whatever it is I will be there to help out, no doubt, whatever you need, for all of you I would bleed, This is the concussion, my permanent state of mind, im special maybe im a wonder child, give me hate, I give you love, give me lies I’ll take of your glove, do me wrong, I put my faith to the man above.
Come on give me all you got, throw fuel at this heat, sorrow hurt and pain, that is what I eat, when the going gets though the though get going, of life’s strive I could never get enough, now you know it.
Come on give me all you got, no matter what you do to me, you can’t make me stop, I might fall down, but life is valley and peaks, and from the bottom I can only excel, struggle is a blessing to me.
Time and hope can get anybody where they want to be, look at me, living my dream out, you see, there has been moments i was as good as resigned to failure, but I made this picture shine with my color by conjure, against the odds, against the stream, nothing can stop me, I give breath to the things I dream. Push until it hurts, push it beyond my screams, pain is pleasure, I want to see life with all its pride, nothing is like a letdown, and I aint going to hide, strike me with the bullets of hell, life is ups and downs like a carousel, I hope I inspire people by the stories that I tell, that you too can excel, because depression is a spell, wake up cant u hear the bell, listen life is more then what you feel it is, life is everything you can imagine it. See it clear, create your vision, make a decision to make it your mission, one day you`ll see that you don’t get far with wishing, you got to do do, do and do, everything you want to, life is only what you make it, it’s this and only this opportunity so take it!