Text for a new song i wrote coming soon, called - Flying high

Flying high – Dr.G

Verse:
Father, mother, gad please forgive me for my sins, headhunting only to win, i got this drive can’t make it disappear, it’s in me, it’s on me, it’s been me, and it’s still in me, to be the best i gotta beat the best so here i am, closing chapters for people who just couldn’t understand, I’ve been flying for so long, I don’t know how to dive, high up in the sky, watching my own strive in a birds perspective, working, cuz I’m tired of being misdirected, love only thorn me apart, I’m tired of people playing with my heart. Going with what I know, wolf of the leach here we go,



Hook:
Doctor doctor,
Save me, save me,
Flying high up in the - sky
Music is my savior, never felt so alive,
I could die right here at this spot, I wouldn’t mind,
Doctor doctor,
Save me, save me,
Flying high up in the - sky
Music is my savior, never felt so alive,
Lived through so much trouble, but I love this strive.

Verse:
You can’t reach me, I’m to gone, you can’t kill me, I’m to alive, you can’t slow me down.
¬¬¬¬¬¬Got a prone of doing right, I can put up a fight, aint no killa but I carry a knife,

Incredible aint it, how I express myself through lyrical rhymes? It was this or the physiatrist, therapy sessions, with the mike or with the doctor, and so I chose music to keep me here, I put all that I have anger and fear, aggression and disappear into lyrical lines; it was about time, sick by heart or sick by mind? Sick being stuck among lies, seem to me dying is the only way to survive, but I aint ready, so

Hook:
Doctor doctor,
Save me, save me,
Flying high up in the - sky
Music is my savior, never felt so alive,
I could die right here at this spot, I wouldn’t mind,
Doctor doctor,
Save me, save me,
Flying high up in the - sky
Music is my savior, never felt so alive,
Lived through so much trouble, but I love this strive.


Love or hate all that I am, im going to be here until the end.

Nouvelle. The pinioned love bird

You where just standing there, ineradicably long. Looking into my very deep blue eyes, until you at last said: No, I am so sorry. One day you will find that this was the right decision. Then you were going on and off about how much you loved me and wanted me close to you. Not that type of close that I wish you where thinking, but that kind of close that only family is. I wondered for a while if I should lean over and kiss you and ask if you still didn’t feel anything. But it stayed with the thought. The pouring rain was working for me so I could when I left you pretend that the tears never won. I couldn’t stop thinking, how could this be the right decision when we where apart? I never got the answer for that. I kept on putting everything you said and that we had done over the last couple of months on reply in my head. Like a little movie with a bad end. You know one of those movies where you get to hear peoples thoughts but never the once that means the most. The worst part about this was hearing you saying all this while seeing that you meant something different, some that was secret to you that you couldn’t talk about. Why do people say nothing when there really is an important something on the top of their head?
I sat in the stairway for a long time that night. Crying and asking these questions repeatedly. I am almost certain that no pain is greater then the one you feel when you’re rejected by someone you truly love and care about, somebody that you want in your life, and that wants you to be in theirs, but just not on the same level.
We had so much together. I don’t want to loose any part of it. Amazingly after all this pain and trouble that you put me through, I still couldn’t blame you. I wasn’t angry. I wasn’t mad. I don’t really think there is a word great enough to describe what I felt at that very moment when you told me. The closest thing must be disappointment; I felt an instant hurt and a rush of pain down my spine and into my heart. I couldn’t move. I couldn’t talk. I couldn’t cry or show emotion because I would never put you through the pain that you would feel if you ever saw me cry.
Meeting the wall like this, how did it feel? I finally know how hard bricks can be. I think I died a little bit back then. Under the open sky with pouring rain down my checks, watching you crushing every little thought I had ever had about me and you having a future together. The entire night that day I sat writing about what happen. Wondering, wishing, hoping, and knowing how you felt or should I say didn’t feel.
Where should I go from here? Should I burry this under black soil and let you go? Should I ignore those words and look upon you as I always had? Should I though it was almost impossible for me keep you in my life on your terms? I don’t know.
All I know and all that I ever knew is that I love you unconditionally.