Dr.G - Painkiller

This was the second song i recorded. A little different, It`s a pretty laidback track, enjoy. :)

Dr.G - Now you know

This is the first song i ever made called Now You Know! You can find the lyrics below. enjoy :)

Dr.G on air (radio, p5)

Preforming part of the new joint- The strive - on p5, which is a norwegian radio station! check it out :)

Lyrics, Now you know - Dr.G

Intro: this goes way back in time, this is the story about my life, what happen? nobody knows.

verse 1:
Been through so much its out of this world, out of control, was just a little girl, feelings all alone, my dad been long gone, my mama been close but distanced its not so weird when she herselves was a victim, my baby brother and baby sister, never get to see em, on the other side of the globe, why is this world so cold?
Hitted once, hitted twice, all the times by people i loved strong from the inside, got no more love to give, im empty as fuck, this world stroke me so hard it made my heart stop!
They say smile you got a family! i shake my head in disbelievef, why aint god protecting me? they say pray, pray i do, it gets no better, im not lucky like you!

chorus:
Been though so much its out of this world, out of control, was just a little girl feeling all alone, up against the wall, nothing to do but to try my best im still here i survived the stress.
Been though so much its out of this world, out of control, was just a little girl feeling all alone,i should feel strong, but i feel reversed, my life is 80 % pain and 20 % hurt!

verse 2:
trynna help my best friend get her life on track only to get a bunch of shit back,it dont take to much to see through your skin, i scum through your skull like a rush from a pill, remember how you used to hate on me, pretending you cared, how you used to smile, you should know that the fakeness in your eyes cant hide, i dont need you so imma leave you! hahaha!
my mama got herself a new boyfriend, dof to the core, he abused her mind once, then did it some more, she cries more then she smiles, broken nose trynna feed three child!
did a bunch of stupid but im still here, and like 2pac said, keep yourself alive is the most important thing, is the most important thing!

chorus:
Been though so much its out of this world, out of control, was just a little girl feeling all alone, up against the wall, nothing to do but to try my best im still here i survived the stress.
Been though so much its out of this world, out of control, was just a little girl feeling all alone,i should feel strong, but i feel reversed, my life is 80 % pain and 20 % hurt!

verse 3:
So i might not be living good or well, but life goes up and down like a carousel, sometimes its heaven, sometimes its hell, now i got to play the game, i cant make the past fade away, but im happy for all the mistakes that i made, got to learn and gain to remain, cuz strongness comes through pain!

chorus:
Been though so much its out of this world, out of control, was just a little girl feeling all alone, up against the wall, nothing to do but to try my best im still here i survived the stress.
Been though so much its out of this world, out of control, was just a little girl feeling all alone,i should feel strong, but i feel reversed, my life is 80 % pain and 20 % hurt!

This is the story about my life, what happen? Now you know! Now you know!

fatique vs euphoria

Been dreaming for years, I know where I wanna be, when I see into my future I see it vividly, painting this beautiful picture called life, perfectly, painful past remember everything it did to me, but hey im grateful, you should know that, everything that is thrown on me, I throw back, You can say a lot about me, but you should know this, im strong as a bull, I feed on pain, man i`ve never been this full, got love for a real battle, Because I learn, burn and earn on it. My life like a monster movie, look pass the screen, everybody flee the scene, while I stand back, I love it, it’s almost like pain speaks to me.
Come on give me all you got, throw fuel at this heat, sorrow hurt and pain, that is what I eat, when the going gets though the though get going, of life’s strive I could never get enough, now you know it.
Come on give me all you got, no matter what you do to me, you can’t make me stop, I might fall down, but life is valley and peaks, and from the bottom I can only excel, struggle is a blessing to me.
You know I cried when you rejected me, because those words you said affected me, but im strong from the core and out, im going to handle this perfectly, and get even stronger out deffentley, never let anger and depression get the best of me, wasn’t benefitted by birth, I wasn’t even meant to be, sometimes I look on my life hopelessly, but something in me tells me to get up, and no matter how hard I try I can’t give up, see people with larger burdens than mine, knowing my life is there, I can’t call it off before time, cant disappoint the people that loves me, this goes to you mom, you’re everything and more then you should be, and thanks to you daddy for raising me as your own child, know that all of you are always on my mind, and whatever it is I will be there to help out, no doubt, whatever you need, for all of you I would bleed, This is the concussion, my permanent state of mind, im special maybe im a wonder child, give me hate, I give you love, give me lies I’ll take of your glove, do me wrong, I put my faith to the man above.
Come on give me all you got, throw fuel at this heat, sorrow hurt and pain, that is what I eat, when the going gets though the though get going, of life’s strive I could never get enough, now you know it.
Come on give me all you got, no matter what you do to me, you can’t make me stop, I might fall down, but life is valley and peaks, and from the bottom I can only excel, struggle is a blessing to me.
Time and hope can get anybody where they want to be, look at me, living my dream out, you see, there has been moments i was as good as resigned to failure, but I made this picture shine with my color by conjure, against the odds, against the stream, nothing can stop me, I give breath to the things I dream. Push until it hurts, push it beyond my screams, pain is pleasure, I want to see life with all its pride, nothing is like a letdown, and I aint going to hide, strike me with the bullets of hell, life is ups and downs like a carousel, I hope I inspire people by the stories that I tell, that you too can excel, because depression is a spell, wake up cant u hear the bell, listen life is more then what you feel it is, life is everything you can imagine it. See it clear, create your vision, make a decision to make it your mission, one day you`ll see that you don’t get far with wishing, you got to do do, do and do, everything you want to, life is only what you make it, it’s this and only this opportunity so take it!

My words

These chains are tight and heavy, for all these tasks, man i`ll never be ready, but keeping my focus steady, hip hop`ll always be with me, no matter the quality of life good or shitty, baby feel no pitty im strong as a bull, you can eat until you burst but the emptiness inside you will never feel full, all the water in the world could never fill this thirst, because what is missing cant be filled up with nor food or words, doesn’t expect you to understand, my feelings my own, you could never comprehend.
Alone we come, alone we go, life can be so miserable, trust me I know, saw a seed let it grow, love doesn’t stick deeper then water go in oil, my tears boil, and float all over this sea, im alive but far from where I wanna be, feel like I deserve it and I probably do, but life aint fear you born in your shoes, walk with em, or take em off, your choice how to play, my life been a strive and im still suffering from it, but somehow I managed to raise above it, aint about where you are but where you are going, and some of the fun is in not knowing, im going to carry these chains until the very end, they heavy as fuck but a reminder of where im never going to again.
Could run away, run away, run away, but I feed on pain so i`d rather stay, love is bullshit and ive had enough, still there is nothing in me that would like to stop, I got this drive, always had, nothing can make me question my life or gods plan, I want this, life with all its aspects, hurt, pain, blood, sweat and tears not only the pretty surface, let me dive deep so I can understand fully, let me be hungry, let me be mad, it creates a power in me, that go far beyond any demand. It must be a purpose, and I can wait for it, the more hungry I get, the more I strive for it, kill all feel, kill all love, kill all reason, i`ll still move across the sky like the season, brighter than a star, darker then the bottom of the sea, who em I and where should I be, too high, to low, to filled with joy and to pumped with sorrow, I keep on living like there was no tomorrow.

confusement

loved you but got nothing back, felt the feeling was mutual but you denied it when I asked, leened towards me told me that you loved me, fucked up made it better, your temper changing just as much as the weather, im no weather man, cant tell you heart, the feelings rip me just as bad every time they come to tear me apart, you tell me that you love me but don’t care that I fall, where is the common sense and reason in it all? I used to be happy, but everything goes, happy and bad feelings however they show, everything good got to come to an end, you either leave or you put the fucking ring on my hand.

Blodig alvor

Jeg føler meg levende for smerten har tatt fast grep,
Kjærlighet er alvor, ingen lek,
Får ikke sove, kan ikke det,
For drømmer åpner sinnet for ting som bare hjerte kan se,
Hater følelsen, men elsket han,
Hvordan kan jeg sove når sannheten kom fram.

The Strive by Dr.G

The Strive By Dr.G
(Jayso, Beat – Lay Away)

Intro:
feel my pain as it was your own pain mutherfucker!

Verse 1:
I lay awake,
Thinking about all my mistakes,
Wonder what will it take,
To make, what I want my life to be,
im fighting with claws and nails,
Don’t want to fall back to that strive again,
Flip the coin,
Aint smoking on no joint,
They said I was gifted,
I live my life walking tip toe like a mistress,
Figure I’d make some noise,
You never know what you got until it’s gone,

(Hook)
Here I am,
Last call.
Imagine sitting by the chimney corner making music,
Open my eyes im surrounded by rain,
Feeling a sudden urge to run away,
From this pain,
Which runs through my veins,
Closing my eyes, another life, another day,

And this struggle just won’t go away,
I tell it to perish leave me alone,
But it strikes me harder into the bone,
Im cold and in this world you`re walking alone,

Reaching out for you, but your gone,
Looking down, let my thoughts fade,
Trouble standing in a huddle,
Wanting me to fail,
Screaming: Wanting me to fail!


Verse 2:
Tears dropping, dreams fly,
But I got something great, it`s called determination,
Ive come to far to let obstacles get in my way,
Won`t let me intimidate,
I know I can do this,
Pick my own shoes and run with new fuel,
Like shit you never even seen before,
Put sticks in my wheel, i`m gon keep on going,
My willpower flowing,
Sawing my dreams,
One day i`ll be there,
Among all those things I once only was dreaming,
Nothing is impossible if you put on your wings,
Realize that you can realize those things you are thinking.

(Hook)
Here I am,
Last call.
Imagine sitting by the chimney corner making music,
Open my eyes im surrounded by rain,
Feeling a sudden urge to run away,
From this pain,
Which runs through my veins,
Closing my eyes, another life, another day,

And this struggle just won’t go away,
I tell it to perish leave me alone,
But it strikes me harder into the bone,
Im cold and in this world you`re walking alone,

Reaching out for you, but your gone,
Looking down, let my thoughts fade,
Trouble standing in a huddle,
Wanting me to fail,
Screaming: Wanting me to fail!


Verse 3:
Cruel evil force holding me down,
Trying to tear down my pride, removing my shine,
What a surprise that they would have to kill me,
Cuz im just as alive as my swagga are,

Bleeding in pain, seem nobody cares,
And why should they, in this world of ego,
There is only one magic, if you wanna make it then stay a believer,
or go down, cuz this world is tragic.


(Hook)
Here I am,
Last call.
Imagine sitting by the chimney corner making music,
Open my eyes im surrounded by rain,
Feeling a sudden urge to run away,
From this pain,
Which runs through my veins,
Closing my eyes, another life, another day,

And this struggle just won’t go away,
I tell it to perish leave me alone,
But it strikes me harder into the bone,
Im cold and in this world you`re walking alone,

Reaching out for you, but your gone,
Looking down, let my thoughts fade,
Troubles standing in a huddle,
Wanting me to fail,
Screaming: Wanting me to fail!


Reaching out for you, but your gone,
Looking down, let my thoughts fade,
Troubles standing in a huddle,
Wanting me to fail,
WANTING ME TO FAIL!

Ending:(speaking)
they wanting me to fail ya`ll, but they forgot about one thing, and that is, my wings could never be broken.