"Want to get to heaven but im kept in hell, tried to pursuit Jesus but got visit by the devil instead, hunted by nightmares, kept static by my own fears, still keep my head up for some reason all this struggle got me fed up, im ready to strike, ready to fight, insane is what my sanity is like!" - something i wrote

When the power of love overcome the love of power, the world will know peace! - Jimi Hendrix

Dr.G - Dreamer (draft)

Chorus

Dreamer, such a dreamer, dreamer, such a dream, nothing can stop me, going to do whatever it takes, nothing can stop me, I stand tall as they fall fake. Dreamer, such a dreamer, dreamer, such a dream, I had a dream I could be whatever I wanted in life, opened my eyes, still dreaming making the dream my life. Dreamer, such a dreamer, dreamer, such a dream, the dream is to overload the impossible, and to make everything I can think possible. Now if you can see me soaring high above halla

Verse 1

look on everything I can think of as possible, the impossible is for me to not see things as possible, so positive its almost overload to you, this energy may not appeal to you, but my strength is so deep you could travel the seven seas never find anything like me. Funny how you look at everything so fucking unambiguous, as things only had one message to deliver, wonder if it is deliberate or triggered by your unconsciousness, anyhow it still looks a mess, how you look on life, how you look on me, seeing one side saying well that’s how it got to be, I hate ordinary people, impressed by appearance and results, like that was the only thing you were ever capable of, im a dreamer, now tell me how high can I go, the thing about me is, you can never know. Ambitious because I know people have done it before, and if they could then I can, that’s my motto, and everything you can imagine is real so if you say you cant you cant, you gotta be able to dream.

Chorus

Dreamer, such a dreamer, dreamer, such a dream, nothing can stop me, going to do whatever it takes, nothing can stop me, I stand tall as they fall fake. Dreamer, such a dreamer, dreamer, such a dream, I had a dream I could be whatever I wanted in life, opened my eyes, still dreaming making the dream my life. Dreamer, such a dreamer, dreamer, such a dream, the dream is to overload the impossible, and to make everything I can think possible. Now if you can see me soaring high above halla

Verse 2

The moon is out, im in my bed, resting my head, half alive, half dead, until I go to sleep and I see myself winning, I see myself driven by the urge of succeeding, I see myself living, I see myself there, waking up im so boosted with confidence im all out of here, motivated to the bone all the time, my enthusiasm never stop just goes on POW, because I know im only living right now, and I gotta do it all, if I trip who cares, you got to learn to love the fall, valley and peaks, I tell you life is like that, don’t expect to be treated as anyone’s pet, gotta earn respect, im all in this life like it was a movie, be my costar you don’t need no doobie, success bread more success, I aint afraid to fail because I know its only a test, keep iced down in troubled times, so I can come back and feel twice as alive. Man im loving the strive, half of the price is in knowing you almost died, so smile, im doing it, imma live my dream, just look up in the sky see my beam! I go machine on em, while they are drowsed down, look at me still sober, who is the clown now?! You dig?

Chorus

Dreamer, such a dreamer, dreamer, such a dream, nothing can stop me, going to do whatever it takes, nothing can stop me, I stand tall as they fall fake. Dreamer, such a dreamer, dreamer, such a dream, I had a dream I could be whatever I wanted in life, opened my eyes, still dreaming making the dream my life. Dreamer, such a dreamer, dreamer, such a dream, the dream is to overload the impossible, and to make everything I can think possible. Now if you can see me soaring high above halla

Verse 3

Got to stay focused, I drink nothing but happiness from a bottle, while others are popping alcohol I don’t follow their motto, like why should I drink down my sorrows, when im loving the strive, the effect always comes from the resistance in life, they say im crazy living so clean, I say they are crazy slowing down their own beam, Friday night still working, Saturday still earning, Sunday up early, while you mother fuckers just jerking out your weekends, fine by me do whatever you like, but don’t judge me for not drugging myself every night, im high on life, sure you heard it before, but seriously im so high that I soar, confidence pour, my wings stretched, i`ll take on any one of ya`ll, who`s next? Test me all you want, hate me for all I stand for, just remember to look at yourself when you fall and ask, what do you stand for, what do you want? I know a person who stands for nothing will fall for anything, that’s why im proud to tell off the way that im living. You may not like it, well what the fuck do I care, you can hate it as much as you like, I still take the calls when it comes to my life! THIS IS THE DREAM!

Dr.G - Thanks (draft for a new song)

Thanks for all the word of how much you care,

All of the times you told me you would be there,

Thanks for all of the chit chat and time spent,

But thank you mostly for failing on me when I needed a friend!

Watch my tears crawl down my check without giving me a hand,

How can, to help someone be put down to it depends?

I don’t get I don’t get, though our friendship was deeper than this,

But you listening to their bullshit,

I don’t even know the deal,

You quiet,

The only time you spoke up was when I gave you no option, and made a riot,

How can you be so cold,

How can you be so weak,

I need you so bad still you don’t talk to me.

Ooh, I guess life is a boat and sometimes it tips over,

Who made life this difficult, I gotta wonder,

Holding tight on no one wants to be hurt,

Oh shit there goes the alert,

More pain more suffering,

But it is when you bleed you gotta assert yourself.

Mark my words,

Ive never been the one to give up first.

You know who you are, and what they have done,

You know my problems and my fears but stand up for none,

You see me fall but reverse your steps,

Let me fall and make a mess,

I confess I aint perfect either, but I aint that cold neither,

All of this shit sure made me a believer, in evil,

How can you watch me crash without caring?

Pushing my cries of help out, not hearing.

I don’t bear to look into your eyes anymore,

So cold it is beyond what i`d like to explore,

Left me broken on the floor,

Feeling this insane pain into the deep of my core,

And me who always used to soar,

Crashed so bad I didn’t knew it was possible before,

But I guess when it rains it pours,

Every closed opportunity is supposed to leave an open door,

But my eyes are so filled with tears I cant see no way out of here.

Gad save me from this hell on earth,

Give me strength to excel and burst,

Take away this suffering and crazy hurt,

Mark my words,

I`ve never been the one to give up first.

Ooh, I guess life is a boat and sometimes it tips over,

Who made life this difficult, I gotta wonder,

Holding tight on no one wants to be hurt,

Oh shit there goes the alert,

More pain more suffering,

But it is when you bleed you gotta assert yourself.

Mark my words,

Ive never been the one to give up first.

How could I be so wrong about you,

Still got this thought running through my head like a song about you,

that this is my foult and im wrong to doubt you,

that you never meant to bring me pain and was right to deceive me, tear me apart and leave me.

But how could that be and in what universe,

The thought of that you once loved me is so bad that it hurts,

And what’s worse I used all this time,

Looking for something i never was able to find,

Give me your heart, ill give you mine,

So you can rip it to pieces because love makes blind,

Yes it hurts, more then a billion bad words,

But I know life and i`ll keep moving,

Wont stand static tho this is forcing me to do it,

Weird when it comes to your game that I never saw through it,

Wonder if you knew it?

Waiting for the time to hit,

No matter the case I wont take no more bullshit.

Im fit to adapt, and thats good because life do change,

With all of this pain and calling names,

In all of these weird and mysterious ways,

Its always about who pays.

Ooh, I guess life is a boat and sometimes it tips over,

Who made life this difficult, I gotta wonder,

Holding tight on no one wants to be hurt,

Oh shit there goes the alert,

More pain more suffering,

But it is when you bleed you gotta assert yourself.

Mark my words,

Ive never been the one to give up first.

You might see this as unfear,

But you gave me no explanation so who cares,

I call it how I see it,

If im wrong well so be it,

This is how I feel,

Not a word less,

Do you have any idea who hard these feeling are to express?

Haven’t slept without nightmares for days,

So if you see this as mistakenly whats next?

Are you going to defend al qaida to?

Im tired and worn out from crying,

Only thing keeping me alive is,

That I know I am dying,

Seriously my life is limited to the clock,

So im not going to waste the few moments I got,

Imma do as jesus turn water to win,

All of this negative energy going to be what is making me fine.

Ooh, I guess life is a boat and sometimes it tips over,

Who made life this difficult, I gotta wonder,

Holding tight on no one wants to be hurt,

Oh shit there goes the alert,

More pain more suffering,

But it is when you bleed you gotta assert yourself.

Mark my words,

Ive never been the one to give up first!

Dr.G – Too late?

You haven’t call but im still waiting by the phone, you haven’t texted me but im still hoping to hear my ringtone. Who would have guessed loneliness would feel this lonely, and to say I do not care to come out this phony, shaking my head what happened to us? You know im having problems, family issues, when I cried you used to be there to give me a tissue, baby cant you see that I miss you, all I want to do is to close my eyes and kiss you. Some lip action, hit the love section, make up, instead of continuing this break up. Baby wake up, lets talk it out. Go for a walk and walk it off, ive had enough.

This silence is killing me, emptiness is filling me, we fell and lost everything so brilliantly, close my eyes, picture your face, then comes the lies and the hate. Is it too late?

Lost my wings, lost my prince, lost my angle, created sins, need a spell to turn back time. Need a wish to take back a lie. Never felt this alive, never felt this depressed, look into my heart it’s a mess, I confess to be egocentric, flirtatious and nagging, but baby look at my eyes im begging. I aint perfect, this world aint paradise, but I can be your everything if you let me back into your life.

This silence is killing me, emptiness is filling me, we fell and lost everything so brilliantly, close my eyes, picture your face, then comes the lies and the hate. Is it too late?

All im asking is for you to give me a chance, one last and final romance; you know we are magic together, no one over, no one under, no one beside, me and you baby we can fly. Come pick me up lets ride, ill secrefise my pride, if you do the same, let’s end this insane blame game. Aint feeling to good when your away, it’s a burden not a blessing for me to wake up every day, emptiness beside me, emptiness inside me, thoughts flying by me. My suicidal side becomes aptly, STOP! JUST STOP!!

This silence is killing me, emptiness is filling me, we fell and lost everything so brilliantly, close my eyes, picture your face, then comes the lies and the hate. Is it too late?

I wish and pray, I close my eyes, fade into this world where we are us again, where things doesn’t change for the worse rapidly and, I see you, I see me, I see us as we are suppose to be. But we are not.

This silence is killing me, emptiness is filling me, we fell and lost everything so brilliantly, close my eyes, picture your face, then comes the lies and the hate. Is it too late?

draft.

You haven’t call but im still waiting by the phone, you haven’t texted me yet but im still hoping to hear my ringtone. Who would have guessed loneliness would feel this lonely, and to say I do not care to come out this phony, shaking my head what happened to us? You know im having problems, family issues, when I cried you used to be there to give me a tissue, baby cant you see that I miss you, and all I want to do is to close my eyes and kiss you. Some lip action, hit the love section, make up, instead of continuing this break up. Baby wake up, lets talk it out. Go for a walk and walk it off, ive had enough, it was supposed to be us.

Lost my wings, lost my prince, lost my angle, created sins, need a spell to turn back time. Need a wish to take back a lie. Never felt this alive, never felt this depressed, look into my heart it’s a mess, I confess to be egocentric, flirtatious and nagging, but baby look at my eyes im begging. I aint perfect, this world aint paradise, but I can be your everything if you let me back into your life.

All im asking is for you to give me a chance, one last and final romance; you know we are magic together, no one over, no one under, no one beside, me and you baby we can fly. Come pick me up again lets ride, ill secrefise my pride, if you do the same, let’s end this insane blame game.

Just do not come back when you first leave, trust takes time to achieve, how can i keep your words in believe, when you force me to doubt, when you scream and shout? Happiness aint defined by smiles, but by the loves miles, by how far and how strong. Wish I could say that we belong, but I just don’t know. You aint reflected by the things that you feel, and if you do keep love for me its certainly something im having problems to see, wish we could be, wish it was us, but if you don’t want to, than all of this got to stop, I cant be half in or half out, its all the way or no way, I don’t wanna fight,

This silence is killing me, emptiness is filling me, drowning in my own tears, not a word from you, im scared., now it seem so hopeless and lonely and I don’t know if I should look at your words of forever as depressing or phony, guess you loved me, and you might still do, all I know is that it is over between me and you.