Dr.G - Thanks (draft for a new song)

Thanks for all the word of how much you care,

All of the times you told me you would be there,

Thanks for all of the chit chat and time spent,

But thank you mostly for failing on me when I needed a friend!

Watch my tears crawl down my check without giving me a hand,

How can, to help someone be put down to it depends?

I don’t get I don’t get, though our friendship was deeper than this,

But you listening to their bullshit,

I don’t even know the deal,

You quiet,

The only time you spoke up was when I gave you no option, and made a riot,

How can you be so cold,

How can you be so weak,

I need you so bad still you don’t talk to me.

Ooh, I guess life is a boat and sometimes it tips over,

Who made life this difficult, I gotta wonder,

Holding tight on no one wants to be hurt,

Oh shit there goes the alert,

More pain more suffering,

But it is when you bleed you gotta assert yourself.

Mark my words,

Ive never been the one to give up first.

You know who you are, and what they have done,

You know my problems and my fears but stand up for none,

You see me fall but reverse your steps,

Let me fall and make a mess,

I confess I aint perfect either, but I aint that cold neither,

All of this shit sure made me a believer, in evil,

How can you watch me crash without caring?

Pushing my cries of help out, not hearing.

I don’t bear to look into your eyes anymore,

So cold it is beyond what i`d like to explore,

Left me broken on the floor,

Feeling this insane pain into the deep of my core,

And me who always used to soar,

Crashed so bad I didn’t knew it was possible before,

But I guess when it rains it pours,

Every closed opportunity is supposed to leave an open door,

But my eyes are so filled with tears I cant see no way out of here.

Gad save me from this hell on earth,

Give me strength to excel and burst,

Take away this suffering and crazy hurt,

Mark my words,

I`ve never been the one to give up first.

Ooh, I guess life is a boat and sometimes it tips over,

Who made life this difficult, I gotta wonder,

Holding tight on no one wants to be hurt,

Oh shit there goes the alert,

More pain more suffering,

But it is when you bleed you gotta assert yourself.

Mark my words,

Ive never been the one to give up first.

How could I be so wrong about you,

Still got this thought running through my head like a song about you,

that this is my foult and im wrong to doubt you,

that you never meant to bring me pain and was right to deceive me, tear me apart and leave me.

But how could that be and in what universe,

The thought of that you once loved me is so bad that it hurts,

And what’s worse I used all this time,

Looking for something i never was able to find,

Give me your heart, ill give you mine,

So you can rip it to pieces because love makes blind,

Yes it hurts, more then a billion bad words,

But I know life and i`ll keep moving,

Wont stand static tho this is forcing me to do it,

Weird when it comes to your game that I never saw through it,

Wonder if you knew it?

Waiting for the time to hit,

No matter the case I wont take no more bullshit.

Im fit to adapt, and thats good because life do change,

With all of this pain and calling names,

In all of these weird and mysterious ways,

Its always about who pays.

Ooh, I guess life is a boat and sometimes it tips over,

Who made life this difficult, I gotta wonder,

Holding tight on no one wants to be hurt,

Oh shit there goes the alert,

More pain more suffering,

But it is when you bleed you gotta assert yourself.

Mark my words,

Ive never been the one to give up first.

You might see this as unfear,

But you gave me no explanation so who cares,

I call it how I see it,

If im wrong well so be it,

This is how I feel,

Not a word less,

Do you have any idea who hard these feeling are to express?

Haven’t slept without nightmares for days,

So if you see this as mistakenly whats next?

Are you going to defend al qaida to?

Im tired and worn out from crying,

Only thing keeping me alive is,

That I know I am dying,

Seriously my life is limited to the clock,

So im not going to waste the few moments I got,

Imma do as jesus turn water to win,

All of this negative energy going to be what is making me fine.

Ooh, I guess life is a boat and sometimes it tips over,

Who made life this difficult, I gotta wonder,

Holding tight on no one wants to be hurt,

Oh shit there goes the alert,

More pain more suffering,

But it is when you bleed you gotta assert yourself.

Mark my words,

Ive never been the one to give up first!