draft.

You haven’t call but im still waiting by the phone, you haven’t texted me yet but im still hoping to hear my ringtone. Who would have guessed loneliness would feel this lonely, and to say I do not care to come out this phony, shaking my head what happened to us? You know im having problems, family issues, when I cried you used to be there to give me a tissue, baby cant you see that I miss you, and all I want to do is to close my eyes and kiss you. Some lip action, hit the love section, make up, instead of continuing this break up. Baby wake up, lets talk it out. Go for a walk and walk it off, ive had enough, it was supposed to be us.

Lost my wings, lost my prince, lost my angle, created sins, need a spell to turn back time. Need a wish to take back a lie. Never felt this alive, never felt this depressed, look into my heart it’s a mess, I confess to be egocentric, flirtatious and nagging, but baby look at my eyes im begging. I aint perfect, this world aint paradise, but I can be your everything if you let me back into your life.

All im asking is for you to give me a chance, one last and final romance; you know we are magic together, no one over, no one under, no one beside, me and you baby we can fly. Come pick me up again lets ride, ill secrefise my pride, if you do the same, let’s end this insane blame game.

Just do not come back when you first leave, trust takes time to achieve, how can i keep your words in believe, when you force me to doubt, when you scream and shout? Happiness aint defined by smiles, but by the loves miles, by how far and how strong. Wish I could say that we belong, but I just don’t know. You aint reflected by the things that you feel, and if you do keep love for me its certainly something im having problems to see, wish we could be, wish it was us, but if you don’t want to, than all of this got to stop, I cant be half in or half out, its all the way or no way, I don’t wanna fight,

This silence is killing me, emptiness is filling me, drowning in my own tears, not a word from you, im scared., now it seem so hopeless and lonely and I don’t know if I should look at your words of forever as depressing or phony, guess you loved me, and you might still do, all I know is that it is over between me and you.