Reflection

Winter came so fast on me this year; the cold breeze brought me into a state of mind I just could escape from. Darkness was all around me, and darkness was all I could see from inside. Everything that before had seem to have a purpose, now stood naked up against my thought on it as pointless. Why bother, why take the risk when everything where going to be razed out with the dirt in the end. The clock kept ticking and instead of just being we were stressing over something that we created ourselves. When did it become okay to let time be the boss of your life? When did it become okay to neglect yourself on the cause of something that was worthless? I say never. The constant reminder of how bad my life was faced me with two opportunities. I could either stay down or I could get up and fight. Since that day I never stopped dreaming. It became clear to me that I was supposed to live for the moment creating memories rather than for a future that might never come. To love and give everything my heart desired satisfaction became my mission. To make each day count like it was the last one I had in life. To always dream bigger then I was and had been. Cause if I couldn’t visualize myself embraced by success and love I would never ever get it. If I lived with my eyes closed I could never take the right path. Therefore I allowed myself to have it all, to see it all, everything my heart could possibly ache for. Every night I dream, I dream of greatness, I dream of wealth, I dream of love. Knowing all the struggle and pain will be worth it in the end. Analyzing myself and my emotions to get the best personal gain, tasting every flavor life carries. The magic lies in risking everything for a dream that nobody can see but me.